Saturday, July 16, 2011

Bonjour!!! I am on a farm in France - neAr St. Nazaire outside of Nantes on the atlantc coast. I am on my friends iPhone so excuse mistakes.....

This is a really nice and reflective way to finish out my time in Europe. Yesterday I harvested cucumbers and tomatoes and took care of hundreds of chickens. Today I built a gate with the Belgian girl who lives and works her long term. I am enjoying using my french... It is great to see that it has improved a lot since I lived in Suisse AND that I can communicate with people apart fro
My host family on more than a passing basis. But still I miss Danish. I'm not kidding! Ther is something about that strange little Nordic language that really works for me.

I have sen writin letters to peopl n my HIA program as a way to reflect on it. Time consuming but a great way to process. I'm hoping to get through everyone though that s a tall order...

Love you much. All my best from the farm


Alice

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Actually in Switz again!

Hello all. Here I am writing from Signy, Canton de Vaud, Suisse. Back in the host family where I stayed when I started writing this blgo! I originally wasnàt sure I would end up here this summer but thought it would just be simple to use the same blog... but here I am. how full circle of me.

But before Swityerland I went to Hungary with my good friend from HiA...

BUDAPEST WAS INCREDIBLE!!!! My friend Ben and I from the HiA program were aboslutely perfect travel buddies. We just walked and walked and walked for hours every day. Literally ten hours on foot one day. Budapest puts the so called European travel capitals to shame, Iàm not kidding. it is gorgeous, rich in history, bustling with life. I just canàt say enough about it! Hungarian is a nutty language though. It sounds like galloping horses. Ben and I took a day trip to Bratislava, capital of Slovakia. I love that kind of spontaneity. He proposed it at 11pm and we got up at 6 the next morning to head off to Slovakia! Funnn. A cute little former Soviet capital. DAYUM it was hot - about 100 degrees every day. Hmmm random story - it took us a slightlz paiful hour and a half to find the entrance to the 'castle caves' - these caves that run under Budapest castle that have been around since cave peopl times and were used to store treasure by kings and queens, during the world wars, during the cold war, and now as a museum of course. They were fascinating - but also suuuuper strange in parts. There was a big exhibit on 'homo consumus' - meaing u now in the age of capitalism who consume a lot of materials and arenàt connected to our modes of production. It was fascinating, but super edgy and strange and not something i would normally expect from a state government - more as an avant garde art project. So it was interesting to me that it was a state run museum that put it together.

Yesterday my host mom Gudrun and I swam in Lac Leman (Lake Geneva) and lounged around by the lake for a while - and then she took me to this bizarre Swiss park in the Jura Mountains. My French has improved by leaps since I first came ti la Suisse! It was really gratifying to talk to her and Hermann, her long term boyfriend. He doesnàt speak any English so communicating with him is even more of a full on French experience. They have an SIT student staying with them for the 5 week summer program right now. He is originally from Germany but has lived in the states for the past 6 yeras - so he speaks German and not French. The conversations between the four of us are hilarious. Gudrun is fluent in all three - Hermann and I speak French - Max (the student) and I do English - and Hermann speaks enough Swiss German to get by - but that is essentiallz a different language from 'High' German so that is another struggle bus!

Okay I am tired, tired, tired and tomorrow I head for a farm in France. It is Bastille day as well so that will be interesting :)

Love,
Alice

Thursday, July 7, 2011

BUDA

Hello from Budapest!

The HiA summer program is over now…. It doesn’t feel real! Parts of the Berlin conference were wonderful – some of the speakers, meeting fellows from the other four programs, hearing more about HiA from the people who founded it and are those who are involved now. There was also an itch to just be hanging out together and seeing Berlin but luckily we were able to have plenty of both worlds.

I guess it officially ended on July 3rd with the end of the conference but about a dozen of us stayed around in Berlin for a few days after so it felt like a continuation of HiA on our own. None of us really cared what sight seeing we were up to as long as we were spending time together. Plenty of neighborhoods to explore, a couple of museums, and that one important wall.

Six of us took a day trip to Sachsenhausen concentration camp just an hour north of Berlin. Hard to really put that into words. I wasn’t unequivocally shattered and sad per se – mostly just very detached and deflated. Looking at the cremation chambers gave me a literal gag reflex. This particular camp is unique in that most people there were political prisoners rather than Jews. When Germany was split in East and West Sachsenhausen was in the DDR and it was under that government that the camp became a museum/site. It churned up a lot of controversy because the commemorations were solely to the communist who were persecuted by the Nazis and not at all to the Jewish people who were there. It also heavily thanked the Soviets for freeing the camp. In reality the Soviets kept it running as a quasi-work camp for a couple years after the war. History is never subjective.

Leaving my HiA friends was unbelievably difficult. I don’t know how it happened but I love these people, I realy do. I feel insanely close to many of them after just five whirlwind weeks. I have learned so much from them and changed the way I think about myself and the world. It’s hard to say exactly how yet but like I struggled to convey in my last post – I can tell that there are many changes yet to unfold form this experience. I feel like talking a little bit about some of my friends and what I learned from them:

Sofia is able to be critical of almost any idea without shutting down a conversation. She doesn’t just “play devil’s advocate” – her brain is that actively engaged in conversations and her mind is that flexible to see outside of the mainstream. She’s a law student in Stockholm now interested in immigration and migration there. It seems that every conversation we have somehow involves her telling me the story of a social movement in Sweden or political figure in India or feminist author I simply must read – her thirst for and grasp of world knowledge is amazing. It intimidated me at first, but she is so warm and affectionate as well.

Thomas was my Danish partner for our final article for the program. He is an incredible idealist through and through but such an intelligent, confident, and creative one. Hearing him speak about the social welfare state was so revealing about Danish culture and my assumptions about political systems. To him, it simply makes sense that the strong should help the weak and that society should reflect that logical truth. Thomas is SUCH a nice guy - he felt terribly for expensive everything was in CPH so he insisted on treating me to so many drinks and kebabs and paper-writing snacks. He’s also a complete weirdo/dork – organized us playing Danish children’s games, had a literal “yes hat” that he wore when we went to clubs, and has the best quirks – some typically Danish and some entirely Danish like the nose tap, the tongue click/head bob… to be imitated at a later date ☺.

Marija is from Bosnia and seems so wise to me. The social and political climate there fascinates me… I mean, there was genocide just 16 years ago, but you’ve got to go on, as she says. Her views on holocaust remembrance and education were always extremely strong and sure – she gets frustrated when too much emphasis is placed on the past because she sees people in her country focusing on retribution rather than the future. She is extremely nonjudgmental – her focus is on doing what is in her power.

Theis, like Sofia, helped me to challenge my definitions of “normal” and “possible”. We "got" each other from the beginning and so became really, really close. He seemed to know things about me that I hadn't verbalized - he's several years older than me,

Love,
Alice

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Kærlighed til folket

Kærlighed til folket means "Love to the people" and is a song by a Danish reggae band that I saw performing in Christiania at a festival a couple days ago.

I have learned SO so much about immigration, migration, security politics, DENMARK, Europe... but most importantly about myself - making my boundaries, valuing my contributions and abilities, listening to my intuition. So much good stuff. I am a bit deliriously tired today... but wanted to post something. We had a final wrap up of the CPH program - everyone presented their articles and we did a little wrap up exercise. So insane that it is coming to a close! We were asked to share a little bit about what we are bringing away from the program.

I have learned to listen closely to myself. Being around so many of the Danish fellows who are older than me, 24-28, made me realize and embrace how young and inexperienced I am in many ways. I am still charting the boundaries of who I am. That is neither a good or bad thing - it just is. But accepting it is vital. Sorry this is so philosophical... it is what is on my mind. This is the most adult environment I have ever been in. We were very much peers with the leaders of the program and the speakers etc. I liked it SO much... and helped me articulate why college can be frustrating for me sometimes. Not very adult at all. I am tired of the Whitman "we're happy, well-meaning people who want to make a difference...." attitude that doesn't go along with action in most cases.

I wrote my final article with my friend Thomas, a Danish fellow, on asylum policy in Denmark and Europe generally. I learned SO so much about the nuts and bolts of these systems but what was most interesting of course was getting Thomas' perspective. Coming from Denmark the idea that the strong help the weak is almost... unexamined. It is what you do. It is what a welfare state is all about. At first he was confused when I asked him to justify it for me - he didn't know what I was asking. The experience showed both of us where a lot of our assumptions lie abotu the role of government, the law, and civil society. Asylum policy EU/European (there are complicated and boring overlaps and discrepancies there...) is fraught with human rights issues. Asylum seekers are shuttled around the continent or left in Greece's - officially - broken system to rot. I would love to tell you all about it in person but I am afraid my head is exploding off of it right now. So I will just say - Thomas and I had SOOOO MUCH FUN working together. We camped out in his apartment, bought provisions for the several days and just kept it upbeat and fun throughout. He has the strangest, most Danish sense of humor. By the way - I LOVE Danish humor. It is kind of dark in the British sense but a little less depressing, weird in different ways. The Danes just keep it casual, they're great people. Thomas and I had taco day one day, pineapple snacks.... so much coffee and tea... his girl friend brought us snacks while we were working. The friendships are to me clearly the coolest aspect of this program. I have learned mountains from these people.

A couple days ago I went out to dinner with my mom's friend from college, Ron Seversen! We really hit it off and had so much to talk about. It was neat to hear his perspectives on how Denmark has changed, why he thinks Denmark is having so many problems with ethnic tension and race relations, what is happening with the right wing in Denmark. So many good conversations. Afterwards I wandered around Norrebro with two Bosnian friends form the program. It was such a funny little evening - these two lovely Bosnian people are so different from anyone I know, from any lives I have known about. They lived through war in the Balkans and have very different, distinct memories and interpretations of that time. Marija says that she finds a lot of similarities between the Bosnian case and Israel-Palestine. Though of course it is much less violent. Anyway, Norrebro, where we were wandering, is a neighborhood with a lot of immigrants and young people. The favorite neighborhood of most of the Danes on the program because there is so much happening there, so much life.

SOOOO tomorrow I leave for Berlin! We have a conference there through Sunday and then I will be there for a few more days until heading on to Budapest, Geneva (visiting old host fam!), Nantes to farm, and Paris. I am STOKED for Berlin. Seriously stoked. It sounds like one of the most engaging, historic, artistic, active cities in the world.

I will miss practicing my Danish! I have become halfway decent and I really enjoy the game of it. Makes me excited to take German next year... though I think I will be secretly - or not so secretly - wishing it were Danish all the while :)

Love to the people, Kærlighed til folket!

~Alice

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Prison

Today we did a site visit to one of Denmark's open prisions. It was unbelievable. The whole philosophy surrounding imprisonment is completely opposed to the US ideology of punitive sentencing... The prisoners here could literally walk away from the prison if they chose to. They would just be caught and put in a closed prison - which is still much more humane than American prisons. One of the inmates (prison guests would be a direct translation of the Danish) gave us a tour along with a guide. When he walked into the room it was clear that he brought his identity and humanity with him. Prisoners here cook for themselves (yes, the get to use butcher knives), clean, work, and generally make their own lives go on. The Danes believe in "normalization" - keeping life in the prison as close to life outside as possible so that when inmates go back into society they are able to function successfully. the idea is to restrict a prisoner's liberty but only to the extent absolutely necessary. There are no minimum sentencing laws. No private prisons.

It made me think - why do we lock people up? to restrict their liberty? To punish? To prevent them from offending again? So what are the most effective ways of doing this? Are we doing it for the good of society, for the satifaction of the victim, for the betterment of the victim?

In the afternoon we had lectures abotu the history of prisons in Europe briefly and Denmark more extensively as well as on torture - the politics and rhetoric of torture, post 9/11 climate for torture, etc.

Tomorrow we are visiting a refugee camp for asylum seekers! It should be a fascinating day as well. It is rare that outsiders are allowed into the camp.

Outside of the official HiA events I have been having a blast with all the fellows. Yesterday I wandered aroudn Christiania (look it up if you don't know about it... it is a free area established by hippies 30 years ago) and then met up with a Danish friend and he showed me a neighborhood I hadn't been to - Norrebro. Today a bunch of us sat by the canal and talked for ages - about politics, yes, but other things as well! We struggle to get off the human rights/international relations/Danish politics vein of conversation at times... :)

Ok. I am going to go make dinner for my host family. They are wonderful people - I feel very fortunate to live with them!

Love.

Monday, June 13, 2011

busybusy!

hey friends!

sorry not to blog much, we are BUSY here, and with great things. This weekend we finally had some free time but i was constantly with people - seeing Malmo, Sweden with a bunch of the others, wandering around Copenhagen with some of the Danes. I have gotten very close very quickly to quite a few of the people on the program. One of them is actually from Seattle and is one of my closest friends! He reminds me SO much of my friend Zach from Whitman, it is uncanny. And a comfort :) Love you, Zach! The Danes are determined to show us a good time and shelter us from anything less than extraordinary. On Friday there was a Brazilian Carnival in one of the big public parks that they took us to - after a long day of program events. I also ended up at a Pakistani whirling dervish drum circle and the anthropology end of year party at Copenhagen university because one of my Danish friends goes there. We saw a play called "The White Man" last monday about immigrants dealing with Danish society - it tried to portray the range of approaches to integration - or assimilation as the case may be - amongst immigrants. There were real life moments tossed in artfully. It was a powerful experience for the Danes to see. As one of my Danish friends put it - the play was aimed at well meaning liberals in Denmark who don't think they have any racist tendencies because they are part of this lovely welfare state based on equality of opportunity... It isn't a tirade against extreme racism - that wouldn't be remotely controversial. My friend who took me to the anthropology year-end party said that it was the perfect example of his experience of the well-meaning white man in Denmark. Very kind and fun, quite 'open' to new experiences - but never really aware of the way a lot of Danish people are living. And not quite wanting to be aware.

Lots of interesting speakers - quite a few on human rights law and the differences between Danish and American courts. The Queen has an IMMENSE amoutn of power in actuality - it is a bit odd really. And seems to fly in the face of what Denmark is proud of - the equality it offers to all its people. Many young people would abolish the monarchy if they had the choice. But it's not relaly important enough to completely fight for.

Learnign abotu immigration in the Dnaish context has totally thrown me for a loop. I can't quite really articulate how different things are here from the American discourse but WOW if I thought I knew "about immigration" I was sorely mistaken. A good reminder that we are composed of the contexts and experiences we have the chance to take in. Minorities are grouped together here in a different way from the states. It is Islam and not Hispanics that are stigmatized... but it's not like you can just insert the would 'Muslim' in any mention of 'Hispanic' in the American context. Denmark is happy to welcome in asylum seekers who are persecuted for political or social reasons - Denmark has welcomed quite a few LGBT people who are unable to return to Iran, for example. But then the welfare state component throws a bunch of twists into the equation. Many people are put off when asked to pay into a system that will support new comers who havent been paying into the system. Many more Danes however would argue that it is vital to the social cohesion of Denmark (something we hear abotu constantly) that all people in the country - regardless of citizenship status - receive the same social benefits. Otherwise they will never feel the necessary connection to the country and it would be a serious human rights violation.

Language. Denmark simply doesn't have the language to talk about racial, ethnic, and religious debates/diversions. Literally they lack words in many cases. Ideas about structural racism, ethnic identity, coexisting identities, and more are brand new here. A friend of mine on the program has a Danish mother and a father who is half Iraqi and half Iranian. She considers herself Danish and has talked abotu how it is really impossible to be both in this country. Another friend has a Danish father and Chilean mother - her mother was a refugee from Pinochet;s regime. She feels Danish but always seperate and less Danish. These women are both highly educated and engaged in political conversations abotu Denmark.

okay I am EXHAUSTED. I have more to say but i gotta go. This program is nothing if not FAST paced! I will be back though, I enjoy reflecting on here.

Love,
Alice

Sunday, June 5, 2011

Humanity IN ACTION

This program is inspiration. It has only been four days _ maybe even less since the program started and I feel completely immersed.

getting to know the European students is fascinating and so much more intellectually engaging that I could have imagined. Immigration rhetoric is totally shifted here when compared to the US Mexico border immigration conversation. the discourse here is all about integration versus assimilation... ways to do each, merits of various formats and what they imply. Denmark is new to immigrants compared to the US. It was only the late sixties and really in earnest the 1970s when immigrants begun to arrive in Denmark. The issue of Danish identity and values is a slippery one as well. When you look at the poles it would seem that Danes are middling to slightly adverse to immigrants... but then you take into account that Denmark and France are the most polarized populations on the issues of immigration and integration and suddenly the debate means a lot more for divisions within Danish society.

More on that soon! Really the most powerful stuff happening in the past couple of days has been getting to know these amazing individuals that were also selected for HiA. Everyone is passionate and ready to dive into this five weeks with openness, energy, and a critical mind. And EVERYONE without exception is here because they have a specific calling within Human rights and politics. It is truly amazing. Our conversations range from in depth discussions about our own identities and defining moments that have called us to action to the difference between feminism in the states in Europe/Denmark, to parliamentary politics, to the potential for human rights discourse to be seen as a civil religion within Europe particularly, to the very different definitions of human rights as perceived across the Atlantic. Constant engagement! It is a little exhausting. We spent the last several days all in a little cabin in the Danish countryside getting to know each other, setting the framework for the coming weeks, and hearing several speakers as well including the most important news personality in Denmark speak on Danish politics and media and the post 9/11 paradigm shift in Europe.

Now I am with my host family back in CPH! I am living just outside of the city about 15 minutes from the heart of it. i am actually living with a British couple who has been in Denmark for the past 16 years. Dave works high up in the European Environmental Agency and Vivian is the communications director for the World Health Organization. Which means in the wake of the ecoli outbreak in Europe she has been BUSY. She got a call from Aljazeera while we were having afternoon tea and cake. *So British hahaha* Then a bit later she had a little chat with CNN. So topsy turvy haha!

Well. I am tired and going to help with dinner now. I love you all, hope you are well. more to come

Sunday, May 29, 2011

Yes, I am Scandinavian.

The secret is out - I AM, in fact, ethnically Scandinavian and no matter how dementedly out of place I make myself everyone in Northern Europe seems to give me the benefit of the Scandinavian doubt.

A prime example: My mom and I were at the Tivoli amusement park In Copenhagen a- it is the oldest amusement park in the world - no plastic or florescent lights are allowed - it is hilarious and magical. There are business men wandering around in droves, having a drink, etc.... DANES - not tourists. Mom and I got on a Merry-go-rounds (they had legitimately scary rides but this was mom´s top pick) and we were gleefully holding onto the giraffe when a Danish security guide wandered by, yelling at us happily. We just laughed and he said some more Danish things, we laughed some more and he wandered off, laughing to himself. It is just SO EASY to pretend to me Danish....

Doesn´t always work though - We were at the King´s botanical gardens - nest to Rosenberg Castle and a gaggle of Danish schoolchildren were about, having some sort of treasure hunt. I was standing by a Hans Christian Andersen statue quite innocently when suddenly they descended. Our dialogue:

Ring leader child: kjøflkjd dølkjf fæs Hans Christian Andersen?

Me: blank stare

child: øølkdsføljk dslkjf

Me: Dansk? (which, to translate for the non-Danes among you, means "Danish?")


Mom and I also visited Kronborg Castle in Helsingør! It is the castle that Hamlet is based on - Elsinore = Helsingør in English. I am really truly enjoying learning about all this history that I am connected to somehow through my family. I had no idea that Denmark once ruled most of Sweden and Norway and Estonia. Back in Copenhagen we went to the National Museum and nerded out over some history - Neanderthal innovations to a 2004 pot-pushing cart donated from the experimental commune "Christiania" locate inside of Copenhagen. The museum actually attributed Scandinavian stoic-ness to the introduction of coffee and tea to the area. Apparently the Vikings would have been sweet lambs had they substituted the flask for a latte.

Ok I´m off for now!

leave comments if you want, I love hearing from you!

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Made it to Denmark. (with some miracles along the way)

Hello all!

We were all loaded into the shuttle van when my dad asked his typical, dopey question "So do you have you tickets and passports!" Well, I very much did NOT. I might be making a mistake by publicizing how ridiculous I was but OH WELL. We spent 20 minutes looking for it around the house, the cars, the bags - anywhere - and then my dad called Bartell drugs and they had it (Dad I´ll never call you dopey again). the shuttle man swung by Bartell`s, muttering curses upon my soul and the lives of my children´s children all the way. We only got our boarding passes printed by a fluke - we were ten minutes too late but the system messed up and let us through... we also almost missed our flight in Amsterdam because the plane was late due to Icelandic volcanic activity. Obviously. I had to promise my mom that this isn´t how I always travel. (oh and the airline also lost my bag but it´ll show up in a couple days)

First day in Denmark! Copenhagen - or København as it is called in Danish - or CPH or KPH for abbreviation - is splendid. Itøs just overflowing in cute coblestone walk ways - pedestrian only - and adorably dressed people biking around for their commute to save the environment and get exercise. I can REALLY understand why Scandanavians flock to the Pacific Northwest. I mean - on our boat tour of the canals and harbor we motored past a guy who popped out of his houseboat and into a kayak for an afternoon paddle. (Hello Lake Union!) Except they´re much better dressed than us Northwesterners. Not an inch of fleece to be seen and lots of trench coats, nice pants, smartly dressed men... things that would seen eerily out of place in Wallingford, for instance.

I´m blond. I have the chance to travel a great deal. Up until now by blond hair has always been this pulsating beacon of otherness, visible for miles in all directions. NOW it gets me Danish greetings on the regular. I am actually part Danish from my Grandpa Hughøs side - and another part from far northern German - so the Danes are not total looners. I´m planning learning enough basic phrases to get by as a socially demented Dane. If you can call that "getting by".

Danish is fun. ÆfrøæåÅÆxØ Søg sider på dansk. Nyhavn er et havnekvarter i København.'

I´m so so excited for my program to start after having seen Copenhagen - it is definitely a place I will be thrilled to spend five more weeks exploring! For now, though, mom and I are having a great time sight-seeing together and trying to decifer Danish. (Yesterday I could have sworn the lady biking by said "I´ll plaster ém - I ate my perfume!" The jury is out.)

More soon!

-Alice




Monday, May 23, 2011

Off to Europa!

I'm headed to Europe for the next two months so I am planning on using this blog for updates once again. I received a fellowship with Humanity in Action to take part in their program in Copenhagen, Denmark. Along with nine other Americans, 10 Danes, 3 Swedes, and 2 Bosnians I'll be looking at WW2 resistance to Nazi persecution in Denmark and modern day minority rights challenges. The focus is on Islamophobia in the wake of 9/11 - in Denmark mostly but also Europe generally. I'll also be farming in France for two weeks at the end :)

Love to you all, I'll try to keep this up!

~Alice